My birthday was so much fun! I went to see The Phantom of the Opera and then out on the town club hopping. I got to see Shaq yes Shaq he was standing like 2 feet from me. Although I was slightly inebriated I am still able to tell the tell. My mother sent me a Edible Arrangement to work as well as some flowers to my apartment. No one loves me the way she does love her for that!!! All in all great birthday and I am happy I did something despite not knowing many people here in Texas.
Last weekend was a blur. I went to see "The Ugly Truth". It was a good movie filled with cynical comedy and a romantic love interest story line. I didn't go alone and went with a friend. After that we went to a friends apt and was taking shots yes shots. So, out of character for me takes me back to freshmen year of college. Anyway I ended up in bed until 2pm on that Saturday because of the aftermath of drinking on empty. Never again will I do that I am not 18 anymore. I learned my lesson and will stick to wine. I'm getting too old to drink hard liquor...LOL
TGIF!!! This week so far has been great. I presented to the plant manager, talked to the local agency, and sent off some important spreadsheets to corporate headquarters. I am ready for the weekend, as it is HERE! TGIF!!! This past Tuesday I was doing the normal social networking on gmail chat, facebook chat, and on twitter updating my life, and something weird happened. As I was gchatting it up with an old love interest he said these exact words randomly "for what it is worth I miss you :/" My first reaction is wow that was out of no where. So, my question to my male friend here was what did he mean by that? He summed it up saying that maybe he genuinely misses me and wanted me to know even though I may not care. All of this is so true, but was I suppose to say that I missed him back? The last time I saw him was at my graduation and before then I can't even remember but now that I am 1200 miles away he misses me? I guess the saying "distance makes the heart grow fonder" is true or maybe now he realizes what he lost in messing things up with me. Sometimes I think I needed to cut off all communication with him since I moved here and start anew, but then in the back of my mind I know that if he was here we would be together. Crazy huh? How can you miss someone from miles away but when they are near don't even think anything about them until they are gone? I can't go back to him or even think about a long distance relationship because it would be pointless and effortless and he may do the same things and play the same games. I just need to focus on me and what God has for me and my purpose and calling on this earth. So, my remedy for solving this crazy random gchat, facebook chat, and twitter convos was to go on a social networking fast. I am on this fast from this past Wednesday to this upcoming Monday. I just needed a break to prioritize whats important, to get things off my mind, and stop being emotionally stressed. But I do serve an awesome God and I know that he is a keep and way maker.
Until next time!
Keep the Faith!
~E
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