There are days when I want to call you and shoot the breeze
Tell you what's going on in my life and find out what's going on in yours
There are days when I want you to hold me while I cry in your arms even though you caused this pain.
And today is one of those days that I want to put my lips on yours, feel your tight squeeze, see my reflection in your eyes, feel your hands slide down my back, hear you whisper in my ear how good I feel, hear you tell me how long you waited for me and how you knew I'd be yours one day.
Then there are moments like now when I want to fall out of love rather than in. Because I know what we shared will never manifest into jumping that broom. The mere thought of you and the way you made my knees buckle makes me lust after your love. But I can't. I won't. I shall not.
Then there are the thoughts of what could have been, what you should have done and how I should have ended things after the first time you f**ked up. But I didn't. I couldn't. I was in lust.
But, there are moments of clarity when I reflect on all the bull ish journey you took me on that I appreciate you. Thank you for those days because right now I'm through.
Keep the Faith!
Until next time,
~E
Then there are the thoughts of what could have been, what you should have done and how I should have ended things after the first time you f**ked up. But I didn't. I couldn't. I was in lust.
But, there are moments of clarity when I reflect on all the bull ish journey you took me on that I appreciate you. Thank you for those days because right now I'm through.
Keep the Faith!
Until next time,
~E
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