
You go to school for one thing, interview for what you went to school for, and once you get there you are doing something completely different. I was very optimistic at first because I knew I was gonna learn something new, but when I got there I actually felt like the job was not utilitzing my technical capabilities as an engineer. Don't get me wrong I am humbled, grateful, and blessed that I have a job. But its nothing like doing what you love and have a passion for, have the degree to prove that you are capable, and get paid the big bucks. I found myself the first few weeks of work lost, confused, frustrated, lonely, and upset. I really felt that I was running the rat race by myself with 5 inch heels. I felt like I wasn't gonna cross the finish line or get the next job I really deserved or wanted because of my current job position.
Needless to say my view point hasn't changed much in the last 3 months but I have a more positive outlook on how to cross that finish line. Will my labor be in vain? No, not at all because I know where my help comes from and I know that God will provide. I discussed my situation with several of my mentors and they all had the same response "its just a job and it will get better" So, my entire outlook on life has been its a job it will get better...But really am I standing firm in what I believe? Being Steadfast? Not letting anything move me? Am I letting God use me in this position? I challenge us all to re-evaluate our situations big or small and see if we are standing for what we believe and not letting anything deteir you from crossing that finish line in those 5 inch heels.
Keep the Faith!
Until next time,
~E
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